Hard work
I used to hate you
I used to loathe your very name
You were to blame for my own shortcomings
You were the problem, not me, never me
The simple thought of you would send me into a downward slump
Reps and sets, routines and schedules, sweat and tears. Not something I wanted to go through
Running countless hours towards an end with no finish
Chasing something immeasurable and seemingly unachievable
You were my wall hard work. My own personal Demon
You tried to break me, to scare me, to drive me away
I just couldn’t see the point
What could you possibly give to me?
What the hell can I hope to achieve?
But still I devoted myself to you
I put faith in the fact that you could change me
The me that I was tired of seeing; that I was ashamed to be
The weak and pathetic me that I had let myself turn into
You were all that I had; all that I had left to cling onto
I would not run from you
I could not and would not be scared of you
I’ve heard the stories about how you operate
How you would break the strongest of men and leave them with nothing
Of how countless others have been reduced to tears because of you
But I’ve also heard the stories of what you can do
What people have achieved alongside of you
What I could become by believing in you
This is my open letter to you hard work
I will not be defeated, not by you, not by anyone
So come for me
I’m waiting for you to pay off
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-Steven Truong
http://imsteventruong.wordpress.com/
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