Hard work
I used to hate you
I used to loathe your very name
You were to blame for my own shortcomings
You were the problem, not me, never me
The simple thought of you would send me into a downward slump
Reps and sets, routines and schedules, sweat and tears. Not something I wanted to go through
Running countless hours towards an end with no finish
Chasing something immeasurable and seemingly unachievable
You were my wall hard work. My own personal Demon
You tried to break me, to scare me, to drive me away
I just couldn’t see the point
What could you possibly give to me?
What the hell can I hope to achieve?
But still I devoted myself to you
I put faith in the fact that you could change me
The me that I was tired of seeing; that I was ashamed to be
The weak and pathetic me that I had let myself turn into
You were all that I had; all that I had left to cling onto
I would not run from you
I could not and would not be scared of you
I’ve heard the stories about how you operate
How you would break the strongest of men and leave them with nothing
Of how countless others have been reduced to tears because of you
But I’ve also heard the stories of what you can do
What people have achieved alongside of you
What I could become by believing in you
This is my open letter to you hard work
I will not be defeated, not by you, not by anyone
So come for me
I’m waiting for you to pay off
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-Steven Truong
http://imsteventruong.wordpress.com/
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I must expel
The Dream of My Mother
which caught Me
in Its Apple Branches
which caught
My Children’s Father
in Her Spell
My Spell
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Tonight I offered
My Children’s Father
a finder’s fee for a buyer
for McNutt –
My Mother’s Island
where He asked Me
if I missed Him –
The Summer Island where
We built
The Thoreau House
I was pregnant then
with Our First Child
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Joanna Hyde
April 17th 2012 The Hawk Kitchen 5:22pm
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from the sonnet one (shake s on e i)
of any beauty we want more and think perhaps that it can last yet as we know of days before poets sings of our long past so even you in gracious squint which hints the sparkle of your eyes your memory but tint passing beauty as it hies though you are lovely today as winter til it become spring another summer follows may to refresh beauty in answering a sad world to want though also then we come alive and gone again [written in unnamed toronto park] Thom Olsen
There goes My Amazing Daughter
pounding down the road, twice, without stopping
having left behind a mess, of sorts, in the kitchen
So here I sit watching the waves
breaking pounding in Me
after drawing up a Real Estate Ad
to sell My Mother’s Dream
Quick Sale –
So That I May Have My Dream
here on The Hawk
with The Crows
The Cats
Hunter
& My Daughter
who wants to go surf
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Joanna Hyde
April 18th 2012 The Hawk Portico 6:00pm
the Love between Us
is a Pure and Gentle thing
i Fear you Misunderstand its Nature
its Importance
what it needs to Grow and to Thrive.
i Fear I can’t make You See these things
in Time.
the Love between Us
is a Hardy Succulent
but as it turns out,
even Succulents need Water once a week
and the Leaves, though Juicy
are Fragile.
© Jill Joy 2012
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Jill Joy
www.jilljoy.com
619.857.4251
the law decided of itself to rule by happenstance or you decide as we bring thee first to school to anticipate is to ride by foment or a phoney rain time spent double quick you could look back in vain the good perhaps making you sick justice coy voyager lands the thimble of devotion spun laughs and shakes hands though everyone won to lose to tip the scales though that never fails Thom Olsen
acrylic on canvas
by Jackie Blair
www.jackieblair.ca
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I paint from the Light
and write from the dark
Happy Mother’s day -
I am writing a poem
Now that I have this out of the way
I can get to my painting
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You act like
It’s not your fault
Hoggin’ the mic
And the single malt
I know what you want
You’ve made that clear
They looked so gaunt
Eyes filled with fear
I wasn’t born like this
Now I’ve so much owin’
I took a risk
Like Leonard Cohen
The rising sun 1
The depraved fun
Is comin’ home to roost
You think you’re done
And, of course, you’ve won
Enemies now securely noosed
Pistol shots ring out
In a barroom night 2
Demons sing, demons shout
Some black, others white
The morning fog
Is finally lifting
A warning, a dog
Transport, shifting
Disempowerment
Disenfranchised
Minority government
Ill-fitting, yeah – poorly sized
O.G. Hawkins
1 – Aerosmith
2 – Bob Dylan